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Anonymous asked: holy christ you got so huge. u have a double chin and a gut. arent u vegan? why have u gained so much weight??! u used to b so skinny and lovely

beautifulfreakmua:

Holy Christ!

holy christ you got so huge. u have a double chin and a gut. arent u vegan? why have u gained so much weight??! u used to b so skinny and lovely

Holy Christ?
Yes my child
I am listening

To you just laying
Into me over the internet

Well aren’t you the bigger person?

Oh no wait that’s me!

so why does it have to be
That you feel
That it’s okay
to have your
With words

That could be deemed so hurtful
If I didn’t have thicker skin?

I have a double chin you say?
Why yes I do
What’s it to you?

How chiseled is your jaw?

And a gut too?
Well thats disgusting to not be concaved in the abdominal region

But is that really a good reason
To spit hate at my physical body?

I really am very sorry
That I displease you so much.

Aren’t I a vegan!
Well yes I am
Again you have proved
That correct you can
Be in your observations!

Assuming by the tone of your “voice”
You expect me to be skinny through turning vegan!
This assumption of mine
is that your assumption yours
Is making an ass-(out of)-u(&)-me

For not all vegans are thin!
The same as not all people who eat a lot
Are fat!
What do you assume about that?

Why? Why? WHY?
Have I gained so much weight?

We’ll let me begin
With my personal tale
Of my break up with my ex boyfriend!

After 12 years of eating disorders
And 8 & 1/2 years of being with him
And staying so thin

We split up

I ended it if you must know

And in the winter rain and cold and snow
I got depressed again

Until I met someone who put positive thoughts in my mind
And told me my dream guy was just around the corner.

And I started to think
And feel
And smile
And heal

And I started to not give a fuck again

My dear friend Reg
Took me to the edge
And helped me again fitness and strength

I kicked kettlebells ass
And lifted weights at length

And felt awesome once more
About this body of mine

And in time I went online
To match.com
The aim to go on as many dates as possible!

I didn’t care
And as I stared at the faces “online” at the time
I came across Charliewatson87

His laughing face was like heaven
A natural candid picture
That captured me straight away

We went on one date
And another then a third

And in case you haven’t heard
We live together
He is my soulmate

And my reason for all my gaining of weight

Because I’m HAPPY
And I no longer starve
Or take laxatives
Or cut my meals by halves

Because I don’t binge and purge
And my heart no longer hurts
Because I don’t get depression
Because I’ve learnt my lesson

That the size you are doesn’t always make you content
In face it makes you resent

What and who you become
When you can even eat gum

Without feeling anxiety

So fuck society
And fuck you for saying I USED to be so lovely
I used to be ugly!
In my manner and my mind and my sick sick body

So sorry I’m not sorry

Now that I’m fat!

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